Sky thats always blue (i am waiting 4 u )

back again..

2010-05-07T18:22:00.001-07:00

hello..

i also thought it was over...

2009-11-27T22:00:00.000-08:00

somethings are just too hard to let go..

all has ended and new things starts to grow..

2009-11-21T08:00:00.000-08:00

For everything there is a start and ther would be a end..
and yes for mi the start was just like yesterday...
but it ened like it was 10yewars ago ...
you mght be confused right ...?? lol for wt i am saying here is wat i have felt for now , later and before....
(its getting very confusing right..??)
prom is in two days time and still have no prom date...
i didn't got the chance to ask her cause she had already been taken by someone.... (it sucks when ur girl got taken right...??)
the problem became worst for me and her ..
when ever i ask her out she would think that i am wooing her or that i use the chance to get close to her or that i go out with her is because i like her or wat de la...
she told mi that we can't be together...
i wasn't sad at all ... cause i knew the answer long ago le...
i pray for chance that we might get together...
but the problem is that she dosen't like mi at all...
is it a sin to love someone..??
i don't know its so confusing just like my blog post...
i am so sad noe that i can't do a thing..
lol i am a failure...
let say for 10 time i woo a different girl iwold fail 10 times...
thats is what that is happening to mi now...
i am having a diving course in NDU now (as in during week days la..)
but a the time my brian is thinking of her that i can't concentrate...
for i have done all are meaningless ...
v is the first letter...
life at first sight of her was normal ...
a is the second letter..
slowly i get to know her ...
l is the third letter
after knowing her my life change...
e is the fourth letter...
still can remember the first time i walk her home...
n is the fifth letter...
it felt like it was yesterday...
l is the sixth letter...
still remember the first time we slack together near her block ...
y is the seventh letter...
stil remember the night that we spend together her block...
n is the last letter of her name...
and still remember the day you told me in the message thet u don't like mi at all...

i don't why but i still can't accept it. maybe because i didn't hear it from ur mounth ba...
i don't know wat to type le so tired and sad...
but 1 thing i know is that i still love you....
end tc...

today...

2009-08-01T08:04:00.000-07:00

today was a very weird day i when to NLB Alone and something good happen to me.. so i am very harry haha cheers...
why i when to NLB was to study la... do alot and don't know how to do alot also haha lol miao...
wat a great day
i reach at 9.45am waited till 10am for it to open ...
10 am it finally open ... when in...
go for the escalator ...
when to the 4 floor ...
spoted a empty table and seated down quietly ...
so far so boring right lol ya... but wait the snack is coming...
10.30am plus or minus... a cute girl came along and ask if she can sit down at first she miss understood me cause i shock my head lol (i was wearing ear piece)
but i say out ya you can sit ...
start i felt like i am beening watch HAHA and ya she stare at me o.O i was happy cause long time no girl look at me le lol i look back at her and she look away with blush that is so frecking cute ...
than i look down and after awhile she starts to peep at me lol so shiok...
at 11.15am plus minus....
a uncle came by and ask if he could sit and the reply was..... yes la .lol hahaha miao...
at 11 plus he left ...
12.15 pm another girl came by she ask if she could sit down and without thinking i answer yes cause ahe is cute and HOT.... 2 cute girl in one day YEAH...
she seated down and started to use her laptop...
at 1pm the first girl friend came and seat beside mi this one is hot too hahah 3 in one day wat luck haha...
1.30 pm the 1st girl 2nd friend appear wearing a black hot pant haha cute with the spect on haha 4 in a row...
2pm the 1st girl 3rd friend appear wearing a pink hot pant lol this wan not bad only la... and its a 5 in a row (royal flush haha)
but the y when off at 2.45pam...
which left mi and the girl using her laptop there i think she is in ploy la cause i readed her papers by accident lol sorry...
lol
i left at 3 plus pm lol wat a day ... and i smile at the girl dbefore i left haha she smile back to me sia wat luck maybe she think i siao da lol hahaha...
end .....
not hahah
i think i am going crazy for her... its been 3month le now her phone spoilt...
i had a feeling that i am beening toy by her lol i think to much le...
got friend like got no friend like this lol ... some ass hole suddenly don't talk mi so i didn't talk to them lor they bastard sia... lol the 4th person appear then i am out la right ?? lol than i good luck cuse better not flunk your exam.. haha .. i so bad...
lol jia yo to all the people i have been friend with before and also now... jis yo do your best k.. 5/1 all the best forever...
meo....

lame day...

2009-07-14T06:20:00.000-07:00

today very lame ...
i don't why but visited gary ng blog haha not nice de so i am going to his site anymore lol dots
when to a someone blog and saw some disturbeing words (wrong words cause my el spelling fail de pie sie)
bye
f the world

no blogging

2009-07-02T05:16:00.000-07:00

no blogging for mi now haha lol i like got blog but didn't blog anything accept for stupid stuff lol like for example like tell everybody who like lol update their small brain ... lol haha dots life suck and it even suck when everything gone kuku lol... oral is stupid and i am much more stupid haha lol...
i want nobody nobody but you "plak plak, plak plak" dots ...
i am a flirt ass haha lol haha i not intrested in reall relationship and won't care if you got baby cause you slept with mi lol not...
haha added mr narain on face book and also ms wong not to forget ms sabrlina lim lol don't know how to spell her name after so long she has been my ncc co haha sorry lol ...
yeah mr lim jie sheng and mr loi pei poon is back but i am gone in less than 1/2 year haha lol meaow...
down pour today frecking cold i saw LL pig haha can not call her pig liao (PIG) haha i don't care lol hahah
em this are the girl i like before ....
(you) haha i weon't say cause too many and is presonal lol dot so angry noe felt like trashing my com now haha ...
got 17 cause i 17 year old haha...
i am waiting for you not... haha ...
i pt you middle finger...
lol jk only la too piss le...

meo...

2009-05-29T06:08:00.000-07:00

so long no post le ...
and my frist post after so long is this ...
i have change for the better ...
i am no longer the old me anymore...
:/

My love for you is true...

2009-05-29T05:39:00.000-07:00

Valenlyn Chua Si Han ....
i love you
From the first day we know each other till now i didn't lie to you and i will always be true to you no matter what you ask me i will answer you with no lie. So pls believe me cause I REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU ALOT and FOREVER ....
Even though we don't know about each other much and we may have some misunderstanding between us but i WILL Never blame you or scold for what you have did. I won't and did not flirt anybody and i really really really did not flirt you. I really love you. So give me a chance to show you that i really love you and that i am not a flirt.... pls....
Even though the amount of time i walk you home is less than 10, but everytime we spend time together i felt very happy and that i felt, that i have found myself once more from the battle i once lost, everytime we spend time together i felt a happneiss that i never felt before cause i really love you and i hope one day you will reply to my distress call....

weird ..

2009-03-19T08:32:00.000-07:00

this morning went to school to study but turn out ot be playing basketball from 9am till 3 pm tired but still can ta han lol ..

ernest ask mi to jion the disgustion of some thing but he like never heard my ideas la...

yesterday night jov call mi at 10plus to ask if i got go today class outting at cdans ..

u wan to know do wat ma ... play pool and bowling ... its so freacking boring la... play till sianx la...

peter call mi 20mins after jov, to ask mi go but i kept on rejecting but he very lol la .. and said that he will play basketball with mi this morning if i goi la but he no show up .. so i didn't go lor .. haha :>

A girl piss mi off for the pass two week ..

because of my BULLSHIT and I AM A LIAR.. la momo ren say de i say wat i saw if u don't believe pls don't insult people pls you **** ********** *****(the word to harsh liao i don't wan to type it out..)

nvm i forget liao haha

i made new friend today...

her name is call mary haha if u know her pls don't tell anybody k because it is a bu neng shou de mi mi haha lollol

o.o and hama guy hit by a soccer ball today hah pain sia...

picture time guys...

BYE for now see u..

yeh...

2009-03-14T01:05:00.000-07:00

lol blue house win.. lol
now at ncc camp so freacking boring... lol
sianx..
nver thought that blue house would win this year but we did la haha so freacking happy.. ;)
The start of the term 1 was a very busy term for me and also a term that i nearly lost all hope .
i didn't know wat to do at some part of point and that now i still sometime lose my way in love , study , frienship and cca.
but look on the brighter side...
i had became the blue house ,l house captain...
lol haha so fun but bored....
i join the
400meters but it was cancel ....
i join 100m but did not make it..
long jump too tall that cause mi to land too early...
4x100m got into final but didn't run cause i sub another guy too run la...
10x200m , i got 4 teams so i need to strike off 2 teams ... sorry to valenlyn team and also too nazri team which i was in also la lol ...
sianx boring..
bye..

Xin tiao

2009-02-10T03:46:00.000-08:00

this is my song for you and
I LOVE YOU4 EVER
想跟我吵架
我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉
我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的塬点　　　　
你又在哭泣
我给不了安慰我又在摇头
有那么点后悔爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走　　　　
但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪　　　　
你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳　　　　
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始
能不能给一秒　　　
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好
33:那种感觉依然还在
想跟我吵架
我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉
我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的塬点　　　　
但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪　　　　
你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳　　　　
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒　　　
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好
你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳　　　　
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始
能不能给一秒　　
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好
yong yuan de ai...

emobooy

2009-02-04T04:48:00.000-08:00

lol ....
life good so far...
basketball match went not so well ...
Frist match CCK v.s CSS we loss by 20mark
Second match CCK v.s NUS we WIN by 17mark
Third match CCK v.s WWSS we loss 31-37
a close match...
we will made it a win for us this friday againts NHH
Hais.....
sorry i lie on my own block ..
my life wasn't so good for mi ...
relationship is the problem...
sianx felt like dying...
thanks lee leng for helpping & making mi happy thanks alot ..
thanks berlin for trying to make mi happy...
thanks li juan for ur present ... :) haha tyty
thanks everyone that try to make mi happy ..
emo for very long time even sometime smile also so fake ...
O... thanks to Arziza for making mi happy too ... a girl i meet at a 7-11 stores at marsiling haha she very short ... lol
thanks ernest for making mi happy and talking to mi tyty ..
my birthday just pass its on the 1St of FEB haha..
sianx ..
finding her is hard ...
loving her is harder ...

blind

2009-01-11T00:31:00.000-08:00

i had a crazy start this years in 2009 ...
i got into the school basketball team no.4 k ...
and something that i consister good happan to mi and may be is bad too la... don't know why i felt so sad when i knew it ...
its a busy life this year cause got 'O's , basketball match , love, CLT course , ncc , work , friends to stay in contact with la...
o ya hor the oversea trip no time to post la sorry k ...
hey the master perade was good love it and miss it cause i love ncc alot its my life and my brothers is my life... miss them alot ...
and ben wee i misss u sia cause no one to talk to sia hows ite..?? haha fun ...
listening to blind by life house so nice...
bye now seee u next time...

new life...

2008-12-02T22:19:00.000-08:00

my new life start after the trip to malaysia...
boring sia... lol
watching movie later....
7.05pm ghost movie.. boring...
next time tell u guys how's my trip..

Mt Feaber Trip

2008-10-29T07:51:00.000-07:00

TOday 29/10/2008

my class when to mount feaber for a trip on urban city and its gardens...

it very fun took alot of picture got korean pop stars and taiwan pop star .. lol haha no its just mi and berlin la lol..

mi as Rain ..

Berlin as yang chen ling... lol haha

see the pic with the monkey it is so cute sia...

see the pic with 3 girl .. (i like the middle one la...) lol really she is dam choi sia...

see our class so funny de ... kel & chuan poising so funny sia... lol

cherylyn with monkey...

4 jokers with recycle bins the recycle bin power rangers ...lol haha..

today was wonder full cause I love U

must thanks Mrs tang and her collcege too la

A BIG THANK YOU ..
:)

HEY WO SHI SUPERMAN.... >.<

2008-10-20T08:13:00.000-07:00

HELLO ...... (O(00)O)

lol wahaha

today was a blast man..

so fun today...

house match was easy sia...

ccase got dong fang xiang ma... (thats mi lah... wahaha...) lol haha

no la got SIX person...

NO.1 Ting Wei our captian plus sharp shooter (jian she shou)lol plus graet defene and offene (pro)

STAR PLAYER...

NO.2 Jun Qing our vice captian plus sharp shooter(jian she shou) haha great offene his shooting inproof ALOT man... STAR PLAYER

NO.3 Benjamin Wee our lan ban player supper defene great rebound player plus wo bu zhi dao cause haven analyse finish yet.. STAR PLAYER

No.4 Beng jie our Quai gong Shou plus shooter... very pro at 2pointer and eating people la.. STAR PLAYER

NO.5 Wen Cong nick MAO MAO CONG nice 3pt today nice rebound plus nice steal STAR PLAYER

NO.6 Ewe Hin (thats mi)(dong fang xiang lol haha) lan ban , tiao qiu , layer up plus gurd lor today i totally loss at the 3 match sia for mi only la cause i never shou properly sia.. let them jing 2ball sia... mi only the layer up nice only lor ... nothing liao ...

maybe a star player in the future la.....

First Match BLUE BALL V.S RED2

Score : 8 : 0

Second Match BLUE BALL V.S PURPLE1

Score : 6 :2

Third Match BLUE BALL V.S 3/2

Score : 16:0

overall win !!!!!

lol thats alll

today i think alot after i the match but i not thinking about the mtch i thinking about you and you i don't know why maybe to messy liao my life

now my head got two person i kept thinking about sia...

must stop message liao if not i may fall very deep into the pit sia (shen na jiu jiu wo ba)

always thinking wat u doing sia ... ask u , u say nothing ....

than ask u further more u ask mi i ask for wat than i don't know how to reply sia.. scare say liao teo reject agian and u may not talk to mi again liao ...

but nvm i will stop myself from loving u.. cause my heart got another gal liao thats easy to know la...

actually is everybody know la...

messy mind give messy life and messy room...

hey may after this month i will change my blog link la and maybe pirvate it lor... haha

hey if u got problem u can come and find mi for consultion ...

consultion is free of charge lol...

haha ---

SUPPERMAN signing off good luck to all people taking 'O'level jiao yo and doo well..

(>(00)<)

love nobody...

TIOMAN ISLAND

life is boring with out your scolding...

2008-10-09T08:34:00.001-07:00

HAHA..

(-(00)-)

life is boring with out your scolding...

you brighten my day up ...

by looking my way...

you make mi sad ...

by not accepting mi..

but loving you make all my sad day go away...

this is my first time that i like a girl twise..

haha..

a relationship is build up piece by piece ..

first piece is you found the girl u like most ..

second is u watch her in thr dark ...

third is u give something to surprise her and not let her know who u r..

fourth is u tell her when the time is right...

fifth if u fail and she reject u, u carry on loving her and don't give up cause its part of a relationship...

as a relationship is not complete with out some fall , failling and competition ....

this make the relationship strong...

when u and her finially be together...

sixth u carry on to love her until u fell in love with other girl but usually its just a replacement and u won't realise till u felt a spark in ur heart when she is being dump by other...

but u cannot tell her that u still like her ...

because u n her had just become friend ...

u tell her and u will shatter ur friendship with her...

hope that she would never know that u still like her ...

cause... if she know u will never be with her like the pass again...

and now i am stuck here alone in the dark..

pls help mi out of the dark...pls

cause i am dying from the inside with out ur love...

ur smile is wat that will brush my saddness in mi away ...

ur love is wat that will save mi from the death from the inside..

ur scolding make mi feel alive and happy cause i know that u still know thats a person and that person is mi..

i felt ur saddness but i don't know why maybe because i love u to much and i know that if i give up i would die painfuly.. haha

hope i still can luagh after the end of the year..

u put a smile in my life ones and it stay in my heart 4ever ...

hope that smile would come soon cause..

i don't think that i would be able to stay 4 next year if my grade suck...

i did my best but i think i might faill...

so guys if i really leave scholl after this year ..

pls take care of her 4 mi pls don't let her get hurt again cause i can not protect her and she would not let mi protect her..

all my protect 4 her had injured her...

so i stop and didn't protect her anymore..

i love u and i always will...

listening to the song from her blog i have type today story...

hope the above stuff she wouldn't see it cause i know that she would think that i am bull shiting ...

haha

(ReallyReallyLOVEyou) i said it once and i will say it again ..

I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU

U complete mi really..

and i would love u no matter wat happen i would love u all the way..

i hope u can felt my love 4 u with out me saying it..

The end of my road...

pls call mi u know who u r ..

by the way this is my trade from now on no copy k ...

(-(00)-)

haha

'N'LEVEL ended....

2008-10-07T08:04:00.000-07:00

yeh ........

i am FREE..........................

huat ah..... lol haha

lol so easy men the papers... so cheap mao... lol haha

no w can use com le... so happy ..

**** sia 987 they never read out my daddicacation sia...

i send 10 in a day men in two days is 20 plusanother 10 on saturday and sunday thats 30 plus 5 on friday end thursday in all is 40 plus ba... lol haha...

and now for my own stuff ...

the guide cookice is very good sia... but i buy both mint .. forget to buy on choclate fuldge de....

nvm ...

i don't know why but i kept on thinking of her even if i told her that i would not like her anymore in her face ... sia or is it because that day i angy .....

she say xiang nian a person very xin ku ... thats wat i felt when i like her lor ... thats very long ago liao ... (u guys must know who liao right so don;t say k...)

i now still xiang ta alot...

ai yi ge ren shi bu xiu yao hui bao de ...

cause the reward of loving one person is the feeling they felt and the product they get...

but i still like her alot sia....

I LOVE U !!!!
but i knowur heart will not have a space for anyone else ... hope u two patch sia...

i think of u,

u think of him ...

lame sia....

byebye for now la....

boring day...

2008-08-30T02:11:00.001-07:00

sufiyan sleeping... lol lame..
wai kiat and kel ng so funny..
wat the F*** .. lol they F ting in the libaray lol haha
the stupid mi AND
the seriouse mi... lol haha

Its so boring today sia.................

yesterday

cross country was fun its so short lor ...

and today nothing to write so anyhow post lor ...

study study...

3 things 4 u guys..

2008-08-29T03:15:00.001-07:00

A man first fall is to tast if he is able to over come the sadness and forget after trying.....

A man second fall is to test if he can take it and give up the girl with out trying......

A man third fall is to test if he dare to propose and call for a change rather than not trying and gave up......

So do try cause u will never know wats is the out come of it .
If u like the girl just go for it don't wait cause , time flys...

ai shi shen mo???

2008-08-28T06:16:00.000-07:00

For the past feel years i been through all kind of problem , the worst and the good all got ...

for good wants is only a feel la and is all about making new friends and finding the person i like ...

and the bad once is all about friends , the person i like and study..lor plus alot else la... haha not a real laugh ..

FRIENDS ... they bring mi alot of laughter... example of friend that gave mi laughter is ....JOVIN la she so funny and every time i see her face i wan to laugh and i don't know why maybe is her blur face la that make mi laugh la... second is ting Wei plus boon ta plus jun qing plus jing yong plus an shun plus jason plus the rest of the group la... third is all my NCC buddy lor all very funny de la except some stupid wans plus some lame wans plus some emo de that all la.. fourth is my class mates even dough sometime unhappy but still guo de qu la plus all the rest of my friend la haha. don't get angry if ur name is not being type out la cause hao yo mam tian xie (some beer de tag line la ) .

those in second are all my basket ball playing friends and also i they won't ps people la.... lol haha.

NOW the person i like gave mi laughter trough ... let mi think ..

GOT le.. :)

nothing .. lol no la got something .. that is when i first know them and slowly fall in love with them (not to all girl la.. lol) that all ...

STUDY i am a study frick when i start to study lor it let mi use my rusty brain la.. thats all la..

AND NOW FOR THE BAD FEELING ...

its all cause of the f**king word LOVE due to this it make mi sad and more sad and now i have no hope for love liao thats all la.. and also shi wo zhi zhuo dou qing la..

so now i have now love for anybody except my family la..

in other words i become cold blooded le len xie lor ... plus when i smile at u , u better be afraid k cause i xiao li chag dao la... if u are a person i know than need not scare la..lol haha i still will smile but only abit and not for real de ... and i think thats all for now ..

WAIT one more Thing la..

this is to her if you know who is she than just keep it to ur self k ...

wat i say to you during the leadership camp 2008 is still valid and it would valid till my last breath la..

and for another girl is my own fault la not urs but partly urs la cause everything should be stated clearly at first la..lol

ps: must study hard for my 'N' level liao no more slacking liao..

i today edit liao..

2008-08-03T05:22:00.001-07:00

haha today finally edited my blog le so fun sia.. haha naruto skin nice a not wo bu dao cause any how put de haha .. sianx..
haha yesterday my school food & fun fair day ok la queit fun la play basketball fun la 3pt shoot inproof liao haha my lay up also in proof liao and i think or hope that i can do dunk in few more week la haha ..
now for my love life haha i made my desision inv giving up on wan yee for real this time le and i found my new love thats ... don't tell u sia wan know ask mi personally k but must see who frist la.. i give up wan yee is because of one small thing la cause she can throw bottle half full of green tea at mi but i manage to xiam it la but it also nearly hit ben la haha but nearly only la ..
And the girl i like now ar... i don't treat her like a replacement and never will be la cause she is one and only la and i love her alot and hope she will accept mi la... and why i love and like her is because she is there went i need people to message too and she is very caring la.. haha thats all can't say too much later see scold mi sia..

i to day edit liao..

2008-08-03T05:22:00.000-07:00

my life...

2008-06-18T03:43:00.000-07:00

Wao mx brithday party was a blass sia so fun la but it ended so suck la cause of mo mo ren invited mo mo guest and all the mo mo guest make the qi fen very tence la..
but the thing that make mi most piss off is wan yee sleeping with benerdict for 2 night la .. make mi dam mad sia i didn't make a noise about it is because the qi fen areadly so tence liao if i suddendly punch that guy he cofrim will black out de lor plus if i did that than a fight will broke out la
lol sia
and wat the fuck is love huh ..??? TO U GUYS LA..

wo de ren SHEN lai le yi ge jing tou le

2008-06-09T00:24:00.000-07:00

this is the first time i fell in love with a girl so deep , so deep that its killing mi and i hope wat i feel now and see now is a dream cause its just killing mi from the inside of my self
the firswt time we meet we didn't know each other and also i had a crash on another girl but slowly i forgot about the another girl and i fell in love with her ,the day i troughtly know that i was in love with her was on 31st/07/2005 . it was at night around 9.30pm ba i remember so..
i send her home la and i felt it in my heart that i love her... and two weeks later i told her about how i feel of her and i love her and wish that she could stead with mi but her answer was ... no and i tought its the end of the world and i felt sad for a long time but after i can't forget her it just pop up in my mind when i am looking at other girls and it always let feel happy to see her smile and also after that and now i am sec 4 le this year got 'N'level and why am i a 'N"level student its because i did not study at all for PSLE when i was pri 6 and i lended in 'N'level with 185 marks at first i tought it was bad but nope i tought i can go express when i try my best but no cause i wan to learn more about her and also hope that we could be together la ... ok continue where istop just now ya got 'N'level this year must work hard cause i am lazy i know myself that i can do it and also i wan to excel my self and prove it to her k its not that i am stupid or wat it just that i am busy loving u and thinking of u to much la...
haha than she say that i last year any how ellow her from a guy (****) can not say out name haha
ok ok i think wat she is say that i any how steal her heart from that guy and i didn't know about it la and also at the start of this year she gave mi a feeling that is like she would accept mi but no after i found out from some of my friend that a junior off my like her to and so not long after that i found out that they stead with each other la.. haha they stead on 17/02/08 and i knew it on 18/02/08 haha just the second day and i knew it but i tought it was a lie and try not to think off it but on 05/03/08 . my junior message mi and told mi they have stead liao thats when my heart felt a thousand bullet just hit it ..
haha after that i felt so f***ing sad and angry and all a sudden i hate every body ..
and now i still very sad got to go bb next time than carry on le..

HEY HEY

2008-05-30T01:32:00.000-07:00

sianx SIA ...????

to day play basketball.. so fun sia...

why am i so sad n so affraid that u are not happy y y y ???

i hope i can wake from this sad dreams...

haha... why why so many why....

i hope that i can be with you...

and also i hope that mi & u can be back to normal like that la just like sec 1...

haha ting wei de jer c so nice pink de lol haha ...

broken promise...

2008-05-29T01:30:00.000-07:00

haha
i still can't forget u sia so difficult sia..
i still love u.. muhaha...
hai... sianx teach mi how to forget lei ...
i very tong ku...sia..
haha today go school for bio than geo than a-math than now go ben house do nothing haha.. lame..

lame day lame start..

2008-05-27T00:01:00.000-07:00

lol .. lame day ...
sianx..
play ball ball ...
y so sad ..
everyday sad..

money face.. not (late comer slip haha)..

2008-05-23T21:30:00.000-07:00

haha wat a day so stress sia study so hard come out de result so lousy.. de..

haha

everybody look money ...!!!!

lol haha

just late comer slip sia... lol haha ..

haha class t shirt so hard to do cause no one want to he jou lor so very hard to get it done sia ..

plus now i hnow who is my ture friend le thats i think i am back to square 1 liao thats only mx i think is a friend but a selint one la never talk much la and rather than that no wan liao haha .

cause i now see their truth colour le my class only la ..

i keep quite n never say any thing n u guys treat mi like sick cat .. sia .. lol haha

lala land

2008-05-18T23:59:00.000-07:00

lala

sianx sia this feel days having a bad mood sia ..

why can't we b to gether huh why u don;t like mi .. haha (u Know WHo...)

sianx sia finally re arange my blog links haha..

my exam sucks ..

& a long lost friend birthday is coming sia (u people know to la..)MX lor

I still thinks his is a FRIEND sia .. loler haha even if the people i mix around now dosen't like u but u still my friend la... haha

ai ya don't wan to talk about this liao change subject liao haha..

ya class T-SHIRT everybody REMEMBER to submit ur design to mi by tomorrow k..

cause i wan to make this quick la.. haha and next year alot of people living liao sia.. so quick people.. draw ur magic.. haha

sianx sia nearly everday go night classs haha so sianx but fun .. lol

chinese 'O'Level coming liao sia next week man... stress sia hope can score high sia i must show everybody the potential in mi liao can not hide liao la haha

plus my mid year result quite bad sia hope can pass sia ... haha

the world is so lame with out u ...

feel like going doing a 8km run now but to tired to do sia .. plus no strength from u any more just like wat i say i strecth out my long wings to catch when u fall haha lame man...

bored to dead..

night class

2008-05-14T08:11:00.000-07:00

haha i today when for night class le so fun cause can study .. haha lol '''
sianx friends around mi all fall apart between each other .. haha
sianx ar world so boring sia.. haha..

wat is promise is say ..

2008-05-14T00:20:00.001-07:00

promise is that i would be there when u are sad n when u need mi haha i doudt that u wounld need mi ... haha lol ..
but i know i need u la hah hope u n him will stay long haha n i also notices that u got a RING... lol haha
and also that i would bring u to some place that make u happy de but i think that u will not come de haha lame..
and most of all i say that i won't wait for u liao but i now still thinks of u and wait 4 u more le...

wat is promise isay ..

2008-05-14T00:20:00.000-07:00

lame day

2008-05-13T23:41:00.000-07:00

today last paper liao haha so boring sia haha.. still got MT mock exam sia... haha.. i everyday so bored de hah i need to sleep and rest sia ..
got so much think to think about
life is so boring plus this feels day feeling so sad ..
cause someone not happy plus i not doing wat i say sia..
i will do wat i promise u de and i want to thank one person thats is ll haha she help mi alot sia haha thank you...

yesterday was P.O.P for all U.G.

2008-04-26T02:05:00.000-07:00

life is so short and time is shorter ...

yesterday was the passing out parade for all Uniform Group

i will miss all my friends and brother that i had make this 4 year ..

guys thank you

NCC (SEA) people and all the PART 'D' thank to u people i have my life great with you all

Ernest bro i won't for get u de cause You are the only person i trust most in the past feel year ty alot..

lol i become lonely liao .. haha... miss you guys k .. come back vist mi sometime k...

blog blog blog

2008-04-19T02:45:00.001-07:00

haha i make new blog le...
thats call the ncc sea blog..
lol there got pic only 4 now la.. lol haha

lol

2008-04-19T01:01:00.000-07:00

lol now i don't who is my friend le.. lol haha must study hard le cause mid year is coming le...
sianx sia
i finally give up on her le n with that i lost the people i trust n all my truth friend le lol
is this a bad think to do give up on a girl and lost everybody i trust ???? huh lol sia
sianx sia
but i found a few new friend le .. haha ..
but i can't say their name out loud la .. cause i don't wan to cause trouble to them ..
and i still got my brothers with mi i think so...
i don't know who to trusts...le lol

sianx

2008-04-17T00:09:00.001-07:00

sianx sia my english is so lousy sia ..

wats friend 4...

2008-04-16T23:14:00.000-07:00

wat is friend 4 if they can backstab u n gang up on u ..

it's been 4 year in cckss la my life change got low but no high
i got friend that can trust n talk to and i got friend that i trust but they just backstab mi and gang up on mi in cyber net la...
and ask people to say stupid stuff la
i like a girl but she dosen't like mi
she told mi to change my mind of thinking now
and all i can say is no i tell her if the past 4 year she try to change my mind i would change but now my answer is no cause it's to late i wait for 4 year le every time i heard that she got a stead my feeling went low but every time i heard that she broke up her stead i felt sad 4 her but a bit happy for myself la...
...
lol say all this 4 wat ..
but last year end of the year i heard she broke up with her stead i felt sad 4 her ..
but she send mi a message throug frindster la this wat she send la...

" why u still dont understand?okok.. figure out ur own ok?"

but before that i ask her if i got chance la ...
lol sia now she stead with my junior la so lame la
than she stay to mi in friendster that we can be together and say i pester her alot ...???
lol sia now because of the think that happen on monday.. 13/04/08
lol
my EL teacher told mi to ask the other half of the class to join in to our class la...
cause their teacher wasn't in school la but than they say that i purposely infrom my EL class teacher that their class teacher was not in school ...
very lol sia
is mr narain who ask mi to ask their class to join in de wat is that got to do with mi ..
never mind la
seens my EL class was 4 period la ..
so the first 2 period my class was at com lab 4 but other teacher needed to use the room at 1pm so mr narain told the class to move to IT room 1 first la to wait for him inside the room la..
but the other half of the class went back to class room ...
i went out of the class room to find mr narain ma cause i needed to go toliet.. so i went to inform him.. but went i saw him he ask mi is the hold class still inside the IT room I say no cause he saw mi came out of IT room la so why bother to lie to him when he will find out when he enter the room and also my class got 46 student ma..
such a huge class and half of it is gone and if i lie to him he will instantly know when enter the class la...
than berlin say that i bao teo in her blog ... ya as a friend i fail the class but as a monitor i fulfill my duties wat ..
now cherylyn say that i did not realise wat my fault is la.. lol sia
and most of all is that i tought that berlin is the person that i can trust most but now all my trust gone down the drain la.. she is like telling her girl friends (all the u know who la not lord voldermort k ... ) the stuff i told her la is ilke so betraying .. wat the hell sia..
And also the girl told mi to go jou berlin ... wat the hell i treat berlin like friend only la...
where got friend do this de ... lol sia
but now i change my so call truth friend la .. lol sia this week is cold war week
i do hope they can see from my point of view... sia
happy all the time if i can be happy sia..

today school so lame la..

2008-04-14T00:38:00.000-07:00

today school is so boring..

i felt that my friend is no longer with mi le

haha

i think to much le

but now the friend i think i can trust the most is

su fern , benjamin wee

the friend i trust not so much got ....

alot la...people i know la...

but the person that i can even trust my life with is her even tough she doesen't like or love mi i still can trust my life with her cause i know that everything will change after the misunderstand ended....

i am sad
but life is to short to feel
sad ...lol sia...
i saw u rainfall on him
..,
but if u next time rainfall i
will lend u my shoulder ..k
i still love u
i will wait 4 u
4ever....

ncc life...

2008-04-13T02:46:00.001-07:00

Teachers & Fellow EX ccksian ncc member thanks to ur help and dadication towards ncc(SEA)
we have done well and we got a gold last year and the year before so i hope that this year we can get B U C la so good luck to you , Mdm and Sir...

PART D guys we have past out le except 4 mi la good luck 4 all of u in the 'o' level k n people in the 'n' level k take care and guys you all have been great to mi...ty

Part B the future is lise between u all remember that k...

Part C Elites hope u all doo well

omg

2008-04-13T02:44:00.000-07:00

now days i can't tell the diffrent between friend n fol ...
le

lonely

2008-04-13T02:23:00.000-07:00

lonely day today n many day to come...

war start like this...

2008-04-12T21:57:00.000-07:00

war start like this...
r u declaring war on mi u ....
lol sia stupid girl i put down le my load n i move on wat about u lei
told mi give up n stop pester u
now is u who pester mi k...
lol er
n who i make friend with not ur buiness k is my life k
so get lost i don't know who r u le bb
i heng ni k
she is my friend we chat only k ...
if u not happy can just shut up de k...
u r the most annoying person i see before...
u left mi n now i left to so why u stoping infront of mi just to turn
around n shoot mi u think wat war fair is it...
loler
so get out n get lost of my life k... pester...

lol

2008-03-16T07:03:00.000-07:00

sianx Ar today so nothing to lalala...
love to everbody...
sad in mind...

thanks to berlin for helping mi do the blog thanks...

2008-03-12T00:08:00.000-07:00

haha i ask berlin to help mi do the blog an give mi comment on it thanks alot.....

first tome do bloging...

2008-03-11T22:50:00.000-07:00

haha finally got my own blogsport le so happy and so sad la
cause i lost wat i wan most give up la..