Friday, May 7, 2010
hello..Labels: happy
Friday, November 27, 2009
somethings are just too hard to let go..Labels: emo
Saturday, November 21, 2009
For everything there is a start and ther would be a end..and yes for mi the start was just like yesterday...
but it ened like it was 10yewars ago ...
you mght be confused right ...?? lol for wt i am saying here is wat i have felt for now , later and before....
(its getting very confusing right..??)
prom is in two days time and still have no prom date...
i didn't got the chance to ask her cause she had already been taken by someone.... (it sucks when ur girl got taken right...??)
the problem became worst for me and her ..
when ever i ask her out she would think that i am wooing her or that i use the chance to get close to her or that i go out with her is because i like her or wat de la...
she told mi that we can't be together...
i wasn't sad at all ... cause i knew the answer long ago le...
i pray for chance that we might get together...
but the problem is that she dosen't like mi at all...
is it a sin to love someone..??
i don't know its so confusing just like my blog post...
i am so sad noe that i can't do a thing..
lol i am a failure...
let say for 10 time i woo a different girl iwold fail 10 times...
thats is what that is happening to mi now...
i am having a diving course in NDU now (as in during week days la..)
but a the time my brian is thinking of her that i can't concentrate...
for i have done all are meaningless ...
v is the first letter...
life at first sight of her was normal ...
a is the second letter..
slowly i get to know her ...
l is the third letter
after knowing her my life change...
e is the fourth letter...
still can remember the first time i walk her home...
n is the fifth letter...
it felt like it was yesterday...
l is the sixth letter...
still remember the first time we slack together near her block ...
y is the seventh letter...
stil remember the night that we spend together her block...
n is the last letter of her name...
and still remember the day you told me in the message thet u don't like mi at all...
i don't why but i still can't accept it. maybe because i didn't hear it from ur mounth ba...
i don't know wat to type le so tired and sad...
but 1 thing i know is that i still love you....
end tc...
Labels: everything falls apart...
Saturday, August 1, 2009
today was a very weird day i when to NLB Alone and something good happen to me.. so i am very harry haha cheers...why i when to NLB was to study la... do alot and don't know how to do alot also haha lol miao...
wat a great day
i reach at 9.45am waited till 10am for it to open ...
10 am it finally open ... when in...
go for the escalator ...
when to the 4 floor ...
spoted a empty table and seated down quietly ...
so far so boring right lol ya... but wait the snack is coming...
10.30am plus or minus... a cute girl came along and ask if she can sit down at first she miss understood me cause i shock my head lol (i was wearing ear piece)
but i say out ya you can sit ...
start i felt like i am beening watch HAHA and ya she stare at me o.O i was happy cause long time no girl look at me le lol i look back at her and she look away with blush that is so frecking cute ...
than i look down and after awhile she starts to peep at me lol so shiok...
at 11.15am plus minus....
a uncle came by and ask if he could sit and the reply was..... yes la .lol hahaha miao...
at 11 plus he left ...
12.15 pm another girl came by she ask if she could sit down and without thinking i answer yes cause ahe is cute and HOT.... 2 cute girl in one day YEAH...
she seated down and started to use her laptop...
at 1pm the first girl friend came and seat beside mi this one is hot too hahah 3 in one day wat luck haha...
1.30 pm the 1st girl 2nd friend appear wearing a black hot pant haha cute with the spect on haha 4 in a row...
2pm the 1st girl 3rd friend appear wearing a pink hot pant lol this wan not bad only la... and its a 5 in a row (royal flush haha)
but the y when off at 2.45pam...
which left mi and the girl using her laptop there i think she is in ploy la cause i readed her papers by accident lol sorry...
lol
i left at 3 plus pm lol wat a day ... and i smile at the girl dbefore i left haha she smile back to me sia wat luck maybe she think i siao da lol hahaha...
end .....
not hahah
i think i am going crazy for her... its been 3month le now her phone spoilt...
i had a feeling that i am beening toy by her lol i think to much le...
got friend like got no friend like this lol ... some ass hole suddenly don't talk mi so i didn't talk to them lor they bastard sia... lol the 4th person appear then i am out la right ?? lol than i good luck cuse better not flunk your exam.. haha .. i so bad...
lol jia yo to all the people i have been friend with before and also now... jis yo do your best k.. 5/1 all the best forever...
meo....
Labels: i will wait ...
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
today very lame ...i don't why but visited gary ng blog haha not nice de so i am going to his site anymore lol dots
when to a someone blog and saw some disturbeing words (wrong words cause my el spelling fail de pie sie)
bye
f the world
Labels: lame
Thursday, July 2, 2009
no blogging for mi now haha lol i like got blog but didn't blog anything accept for stupid stuff lol like for example like tell everybody who like lol update their small brain ... lol haha dots life suck and it even suck when everything gone kuku lol... oral is stupid and i am much more stupid haha lol...i want nobody nobody but you "plak plak, plak plak" dots ...
i am a flirt ass haha lol haha i not intrested in reall relationship and won't care if you got baby cause you slept with mi lol not...
haha added mr narain on face book and also ms wong not to forget ms sabrlina lim lol don't know how to spell her name after so long she has been my ncc co haha sorry lol ...
yeah mr lim jie sheng and mr loi pei poon is back but i am gone in less than 1/2 year haha lol meaow...
down pour today frecking cold i saw LL pig haha can not call her pig liao (PIG) haha i don't care lol hahah
em this are the girl i like before ....
(you) haha i weon't say cause too many and is presonal lol dot so angry noe felt like trashing my com now haha ...
got 17 cause i 17 year old haha...
i am waiting for you not... haha ...
i pt you middle finger...
lol jk only la too piss le...
Friday, May 29, 2009
so long no post le ...and my frist post after so long is this ...
i have change for the better ...
i am no longer the old me anymore...
:/